Are you good at hiding your feelings or is your face an open book?
Honestly, I think I just look like a mean bitch, but I guess you can say that makes me somewhat of a master at hiding my true feelings since I'm really not that mean; unless you piss me off.
I think I have so much bottled up that I'm just screaming inside; and in order to keep all that in, I can't invite people in. My face has become hard, unapproachable. Do I do that on purpose? Possible, I guess.
Sometimes I don't know what I want more, someone to care enough to ask me how I'm doing or for them to just leave me alone. On one hand its great to know that someone (outside of my D family) wants to know... and on the other, once I start talking, I usually end up scaring the shit out of whomever I'm talking to. #suckage. And they wonder why we wear the mask.
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